
It took me some time to realize that I wasn't really fully conscious whenever I talked.
It was quite strange really. I realized that whenever I was talking I was distracting myself from my essence, the part of me that patiently waited in the sidelines for me to notice it.
The part of me that is eternal – and just sits quietly observing everything.
What is amazing is that it is beautiful – beyond my wildest dreams!
To observe it, to love it pointedly, to feel it feeling me, to feel it loving me – is literally the sweetest experience of being alive!
So every time I say something, at the moment, I’m noticing it takes me away from being aware of this ‘noticer’ – the part of me that is free and untainted by anything.
I’m distracting myself away from it. How awful!
If I had no fear I would stop all activity and just sit in it. The problem is of course, I do have fear, and it captures my attention – over and over again! I think, I listen to and put my attention on anything but that pure ‘presence’ of me.
Is that a tragedy? Or is that just life – a learning curve of building up longing to just be- there sitting in the company of that ‘be-ing’ permanently?
I believe the more I notice it, the more I will notice that NOTHING ELSE comes close to it in satisfying my heart. Feeling that ‘is-ness’ that is me takes me home into eternal love.
So I think I will just let myself follow the longing. It will push me towards being in the sweet spot until I will join it permanently.
Sweet spot. An interesting term. Designed to help me notice that I prefer it above everything else.
Mote it be! Be-ing.
Alicia Power
It was quite strange really. I realized that whenever I was talking I was distracting myself from my essence, the part of me that patiently waited in the sidelines for me to notice it.
The part of me that is eternal – and just sits quietly observing everything.
What is amazing is that it is beautiful – beyond my wildest dreams!
To observe it, to love it pointedly, to feel it feeling me, to feel it loving me – is literally the sweetest experience of being alive!
So every time I say something, at the moment, I’m noticing it takes me away from being aware of this ‘noticer’ – the part of me that is free and untainted by anything.
I’m distracting myself away from it. How awful!
If I had no fear I would stop all activity and just sit in it. The problem is of course, I do have fear, and it captures my attention – over and over again! I think, I listen to and put my attention on anything but that pure ‘presence’ of me.
Is that a tragedy? Or is that just life – a learning curve of building up longing to just be- there sitting in the company of that ‘be-ing’ permanently?
I believe the more I notice it, the more I will notice that NOTHING ELSE comes close to it in satisfying my heart. Feeling that ‘is-ness’ that is me takes me home into eternal love.
So I think I will just let myself follow the longing. It will push me towards being in the sweet spot until I will join it permanently.
Sweet spot. An interesting term. Designed to help me notice that I prefer it above everything else.
Mote it be! Be-ing.
Alicia Power
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Take your time and allow it to present itself. Feel what it feels for you.
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